RE DISCOVERY

...but it hurts anyway

Sure, I guess I see her point.  She's not having sex

with anybody right now besides me.  She just has an

attaction to women!  Okay.  And, she wants to flirt,

find new friends and see where it goes.



I have been assured that she will not leave me.  She

wants to grow old with me.  She just wants to have the

option to have sex with women too.



But, BUT... I can't have sex with anybody else but

her.  Even if I wanted to have sex with a man - no

that's unsafe.  Can't do it.  What the hell?



I'm not sure if I'm hurt about the fact that I don't

get the same freedoms extended to me that I have given

to her, or if I'm just jealous that she wants to/can

experience something so delicious as an extra

curricular sexual experience - and tells me I can't.



Her analogy is that she can love more than one person.

THe love she gives to me won't diminish, or be

divided.  "It's like having another child," she says.

"You don't stop loving the first one just because you

have another."



True, but in this case, it's like you are having

another child in a different family... a family I

can't be a part of.



I'm still getting great sex from her.  I hope it

doesn't change once she hooks up with a girl.  It's

getting closer day by day.





		

posted by matt @ 1:41 PM