RE DISCOVERY

a slight bit of relief...

We talked.  Again.  Last night.  We were going to have

sex, but she was too tired.  Frankly, I wasn't in the

mood either. 



In the course of our pillow talk, she said that she

didn't want me to be upset.  I asked her if by that

she meant:



She really wanted me to be okay with it all OR

She was sorry it hurt me so much.



I forget exactly how I worded it, but that was the

idea.  I was trying to find out if she was concerned

for my feelings about things, or if she was merely

wanted me to be agreeable to whatever and not be

unhappy.



I really think it's the latter. 



My relief comes from this:  She seemed to be a little

miffed at my plans to have lunch with a mutual friend

(although I've known her longer.)  We both said we

found her attractive.  Maybe she does care about our

relationship falling apart.  I don't know.  More about

that later.



m.

posted by matt @ 2:17 PM