RE DISCOVERY

Flash In The Pan?

I feel bad for her... part of me does, anyway. She went out with H and her friends, and I guess the two of them ended up at her house.

I sensed something was up after she came home at only 10:45, after leaving me a message "not to wait up."

She told me that H just wants sex, and my girl doesn't want to feel cheap. I can understand that... in fact, I'm a bit relieved. I still think she's trying to force things, though...

I think she wants a relationship so badly. That to me is the biggest threat to us. Especially since this all started out as she getting together with other bi women in hetero relationships, making friends and if it leads to somewhere else....? Instead, it seems like she's really searching for something else.

I try to let go... I try to understand... I will be there when she gets back... but I also feel like I'm watching someone with an addiction...

m.

posted by matt @ 6:26 AM