exploratory digit
I've always been pretty open to sexual exploration. Not much surprises me anymore.
I guess it was always a fantasy of mine, usually it's me exploring her. Off and on, over the years, when she was really horny. I love to feel her orgasm that way - her muscles squeezing my finger - GOD, that's tight! Fingers in both holes, licking her bud.... mmmm. It's so tight, it seems like my cock could NEVER fit in there.
So, she was stroking me so good last night. Lots of lube, all over my shaft and balls, dripping down my crack. She ran her fingers up and down, fingering my tight hole and commenting about it. Then I said it.
"Stick your finger in."
"Aaaahhh.... okay," she said in a sly tone.
It felt soooooo good. She turned into a wild woman as my cock stiffened even harder than it was already. "oh, YEAH! You like me fucking you in the ass?" she said as her finger probed in and out.
It was an exploration of virgin territory that resulted in her reciting a hot fantasy about a threesome - my baby, me and an unnamed, undiscovered other woman who liked to suck me and finger my ass at the same time.
I shot an extra long load then - and can't wait for more exploration.
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opening the door
I have always wanted to give to her. What she wanted.
What she needed. Life is too short to be stifled by
so-called social traditions. I believe that two
people can be in a loving, mature relationship - and
love someone else too. Or, have a sexual relationship
with someone else.
Sex has been HOT since she came out. Fantasies about
lesbian sex, a threesome, anal play. She wants a
woman so bad... but she also loves my cock.
Opening up to each other has really helped our
relationship. I hope it opens up to the point where
we can both enjoy other lovers - either together or on
our own. Preferrably together.
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I showed her how
When she first came out to me, she said she didn't
want to have sex with a woman. The idea of licking a
woman seemed repulsive to her.
I talked her through it over several fantasies. I
licked her, I explained how beautiful a woman's pussy
is - I even showed her and explained her flower to
her.
We looked at sites on the internet. We watched
lesbian sex videos.
I showed her everything when it came to having sex
with a woman. She is very excited about it now!
I think it's bringing her closer to the
inevitable lesbian encounter.
I want her to have it / I don't want her to have it.
...but it hurts anyway
Sure, I guess I see her point. She's not having sex
with anybody right now besides me. She just has an
attaction to women! Okay. And, she wants to flirt,
find new friends and see where it goes.
I have been assured that she will not leave me. She
wants to grow old with me. She just wants to have the
option to have sex with women too.
But, BUT... I can't have sex with anybody else but
her. Even if I wanted to have sex with a man - no
that's unsafe. Can't do it. What the hell?
I'm not sure if I'm hurt about the fact that I don't
get the same freedoms extended to me that I have given
to her, or if I'm just jealous that she wants to/can
experience something so delicious as an extra
curricular sexual experience - and tells me I can't.
Her analogy is that she can love more than one person.
THe love she gives to me won't diminish, or be
divided. "It's like having another child," she says.
"You don't stop loving the first one just because you
have another."
True, but in this case, it's like you are having
another child in a different family... a family I
can't be a part of.
I'm still getting great sex from her. I hope it
doesn't change once she hooks up with a girl. It's
getting closer day by day.
The Point of Climax
This blog is to chronicle a life... two lives actually, maybe more.
My significant other is exploring her bi side. Which frankly, most of the time, is tremendously hot! Every guy
dreams of having a bisexual partner - now, I've got one.
Problem is, she wants to explore her bi side "bi herself." It's something she just can't do with me, apparently. She's turned off by the idea of extra curricular sex - it has to mean something.
So, this is a journal of what it is like to experience my girl's bisexuality. And perhaps discover my own.
