Friday, January 28, 2005

...disorder??

Seriously, this concerns me.

I first noticed it several weeks ago... maybe a couple months or so back - and then forgot about it. She had an upset stomach, or something and was in the bathroom a long time.

I went to check on her, as she would do for me in the same situation, and thought I heard (not violent) vomiting. I didn't open the door but just kind of listened for a bit, then left. She didn't say anything when she came out, and I forgot about it soon after that.

Well, this week, after a very "planned" trip to the bathroom (odd for her), and no upset stomach I checked at the door and heard it again. The next day, I looked up bulimia on the internet and noticed some similar signs at my house: binge eating, excessive exercise (hard not to do when it's 60 degrees one day and 30 and rainy the next), depression, stress and this apparent vomiting in the bathroom.

It's something I am only going to monitor (albeit VERY VERY closely) for a while. I don't think it's to the "intervention" stage or anything YET. I'm not even sure it happens very often. But, I'll be watching and listening. We both tried audio meditation last night (not together). We're both so incredibly stressed out right now.

Hopefully, we'll both make it.

m.

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