RE DISCOVERY

hugging her anyway

I still hug her when she wants it. It would just be mean not to. But, is that sending her the wrong message? I find myself wanting to help her, hold her, comfort her. I do still love her.

Right now, she's looking for either black or white. That's not how I feel about her. It's sort of charcoal.

I am thinking of getting a couple books on how to sort things out when you are sitting on the fence.
V is having a bad day (after the previous two bad days) at her new job. She's trying very hard I think, but walked into a cluster-fuck that's she's trying to sort out.


M.

posted by matt @ 12:26 PM