Thursday, April 21, 2005

what do you smell like?

It was my birthday, so we all went to dinner. Which is nice, but I have always wished that V would really really plan a cool day for me. It's usually dinner out, or she makes me dinner. Which is nice... but we never have money for her to buy me anything. (Last year, on her birthday, I bought her something - little, not expensive - and gave her a "week of mind-blowing sex." But, who's keeping track...)

Anyway, we both met after work and thus, both drove home. I tried calling her cell after I took care of a work call and she was on the phone with her girl, as she calls every wednesday. Finally, after I had been home ahead of her for 15 minutes, I called to see where she was at. Well, she had gotten donuts for me (and ate half of them on the way home) which I didn't really want after a big dinner.

Later, in bed, she gets another call from her friend. Her upbeat (rather cute) voice that I could hear asked V, "what do you smell like?" Well, I almost burst out laughing - V acted a little irritated and I just turned up my Ipod so I couldn't hear.

V. told me again this am how she's not interested in anything else but having this person as a friend. Maybe so, I wonder what will happen though after their weekend together. I guess I'm waiting to see. So, V tells me how she hasn't changed, she feels the same way about me and (in a phone message a bit later) tells me how the ball is in my court. I somehow need to prove to her that I still want her.

...problem is... I don't know if I do or not.

oh and... last night... more bulimia....

:(

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