RE DISCOVERY

status quo

Wow... haven't posted in a while I guess because I haven't been stressed out!

It's funny how it works: more posts when I feel bad or something significant is happening, fewer posts when it's all just "partly cloudy."

I also notice lots of traffic from other sites - namely erotica. Sorry, i don't put much erotica on here, although have been known to occasionally.

Anyway, basically V has been okay lately. We've been more like housemates than lovers or married folk - but doesn't every married couple go through that? These days it's hard to discriminate between the regular lulls in a marriage and signs that we'll end up apart - albeit good friends.

V's been working on getting a full time job so she can work on getting back to school and completing her career. Add to that a child in school and the home life is more busy and hectic. On the one hand, V is very busy and I guess has less time for, and desire for, her pursuit of women and such. Maybe. I don't know for sure.

Me, on the other hand, see things as "status quo." I still work the same. I did take on more household chores, especially since V is working more (and has agreed to give them up! Never thought I'd be excited about that!) I absolutely cherish my online friend, F. We are both in complicated situations and I think really enjoy what we give to each other. Where exactly, that relationship will end up - I don't know.

Ah... a boring post. But I'm sure it won't stay that way forever.

so... whatya think?

posted by matt @ 2:59 PM